If I ever get with a girl and start to feel that tingly love feeling - I want to make sure what happened in the past doesn't re-occur. The biggest thing I hate is to be ignored like I'm a pest or something. And it hurts when one day everything is fine and the next day she doesn't even care if I die or not..... Its also confusing and chaos causes confusion..... also brings about injunctions. Don't think I want to cheat..... I just need a plan B. Options are good and when you have none its bad....duh stoopid! This will shock you but when it happened all I thought was it would of been better if she died and that would explain why I was lonely cause she wasn't here anymore...... But when she isn't lonely and is with some other dude laughing....... well it doesn't sound so shocking anymore. My past serious relationships all ended on the drop of a dime and they had cocks lined up swearing they werent cheating.... they just met last night 5 minutes after we broke up. She had a dick in her and I was depressed and I just want a girl to put my dick in when she leaves..... see not so bad
